A practice I have recently begun is writing letters to Jesus. If youâ€™re anything like me, taking a time of silent prayer can be tough. Itâ€™s quite strange because, well, I like to talk. I think the trouble comes because sometimes prayer feels like Iâ€™m talking to myself. Iâ€™m probably doing that most of the time anyway, so it should feel normal. For some reason it can be hard to articulate thoughts and prayers to God. Though He already knows what I want to say, what I am going to say, and what I truly mean with what Iâ€™m saying. He knows more about what I am going to say than I could ever imagine. Therein lies the problem: all these thoughts run through my head and distract me from the purpose behind what I am doing.
This is where the letters come in. I write letters to Jesus to keep me focused in my time of prayer. I thank Him for things He has done in my life. I ask Him for things I want, or write questions I have for Him. I not only get to think about what I am writing, but the process of writing itself is enough to quiet my mind and allow for open communication with my creator. The purpose behind the writing is to be able to spend a significant amount of time with Jesus. Whatever it is that gets written down doesnâ€™t really matter. Itâ€™s about spending time with Jesus in a way that allows for intimacy with Him.
There are a few huge benefits from writing a letter to God. First, it allows for reflection. You can look back on the letters of prayer that have been written and see to which ones God replied with a yes, and which ones He replied with a no. You can see how certain prayers affected your everyday living, or how the effect of a certain situation turned out. You can look back and see growth through the letters youâ€™ve written. Another great benefit is that there is no grade. You can write whatever style, grammatical structure (or lack thereof) that you see fit. If you want to write 1000 words in one sentence or paragraph, do it! If youâ€™re more comfortable writing in a specific style such as MLA, APA or Turabian it is entirely up to you. This is helpful because it takes away the need for perfectionism. Itâ€™s a letter to a God who created all styles, fonts, colors, types, words or anything else you could come up with; He gets it.
I chose letter format to help personalize my interaction with God. This is an excerpt from a letter I wrote, â€œSearch my heart Lord and bring out Yourself in me. I am not, but I know I AM. Words that until recently never really sunk in. I know that I have issues with prideâ€¦ This is my biggest downfall. Fortunately, you redeem, restore and renew. This means that I still must work at it, but ultimately your strength is what changes those things in me.â€ Being raw and genuine with the Lord has made me feel completely new, but thatâ€™s not to say writing a letter to God doesnâ€™t come with a few challenges also.
The one challenge in my letters so far has been, â€œHow does God respond?â€ Where is there room for Him to speak into it? I havenâ€™t found the answer to that yet but, it is entirely up to Jesus. Whether He chooses to inspire you to write a specific prayer down, give you an audible answer, or miraculously type something out for you, I canâ€™t say for sure. I can say, however, that God is in the business of answering prayers. If this can be a way for you to connect with Jesus in an intimate way as it has been for me, then that in itself is a reward worth having.
Travis Lodes is the Student Ministries Intern at Cherry Creek Presbyterian Church in Englewood, CO. Feel free to leave comments or email him at firstname.lastname@example.org.